It is so terrifying being this into someone and having no idea how they feel about me.
My friends can all see it but can he?
Do I say his name too much, is it too often unnecesary when I mention his comments and actions in conversation?
Do I actually love him or am I just alone and reaching?
Will I ever understand all of this?
I need to just stop thinking and enjoy the high cause god knows the comedown will hit and there will be tears.
Packing and moving is the actual worst. I really hope that this is the last time… At least for a few years.
Heading to dranks. Nervous as fuck. Evidently alot more into Sanchez than I originally thought.
Have you ever had a massive crush on somebody, and then one night realise theu are into your older and definately prettier sister?
I feel so angry and upset. But have nowhere to fairly direct my emotions. It is no ones fault, and yet feels like everyones.